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Seems there's already a theme running through my day today Reader. In fact, the theme was already emerging in the wee hours of the morning as I awoke and found myself ruminating on the nature of awareness. No doubt this emerged from reflections on my work with clients yesterday as well as my upcoming series' on transitions, and recalling Rumi's poem, Don't Go Back to Sleep. A little later... During a guided meditation, the few words spoken reminding that "trying", "leaning in", "seeking to improve our experience" all reveal that we are not aware. Reminded me of Feldenkrais saying that 'trying' and using 'willpower' to do something reveals that we don't believe we can do the thing we intend to do. Also, how he emphasizes how we need to be aware so that we can come to know what we are doing (not what we think we are doing or would like to believe we're doing). Then... I came across an exquisite poem by Izumi Shikibu, a 1000 CE by the Japanese poet called Permeability. And this in turn brought Leonard Cohen's lyrics to mind: There is a crack, a crack in everything That's how the light gets in Chasing improvement, change, betterment can cause us to 'fall back asleep' and live a shadow of what we could. Awareness is bright, alive and ever-present. We all live awake and aware...at times. At others, most of us live in the shadows of unconscious habit. Habits are not the problem. Habit's help us live life efficiently. It's the dream-like way in which live our habits that can cause us suffering (on whatever level). One place this shows up a lot for most of us is in those times we can call transitions. Transitioning from:
To be truly awake-- that is aware... in the transitions... ...is a rich and vibrant way to live. These times have provided me some of the richest learning in my life. Learnings about myself, in my work to better help my clients, in my relationships, in my hobbies... It's a source of infinite discovery. No need to change or improve anything. Ease expands all by itself. Perfection? No. When aware, it's no longer an idea I care about (which is great as it's just an idea). Besides, the cracks are where the light gets in! Life. Simply. Feels. Better. Nothing has taught me more about how to live aware than Feldenkrais®. Infinitely more to learn, sure! I'm still a pretty 'sleepy' person ;). But damn it feels good to have the resources to drop into awareness more and more readily throughout more and more of life, more and more seamlessly. And with that, I'm off to study another ATM™ lesson I'll be bringing your way in the upcoming series and challenge later in January. Cheers, Gisele P.S. A couple valuable new links for you:
P.P.S. Here's where you can read the poetry I've mentioned above
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The Feldenkrais Method® does so much more than simply help you move better. It also helps you learn better and deeper, shows you how to develop richer attending skills and improves your self-awareness.
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